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[24 Feb 2009|02:19pm] |
if i can get a 2.5 month leave from work, then i'm going to hike the PNT with tyler.
i talk to them today... let's hope so.
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| Hair changed, life changed and it's back to a bizzare reality once again. |
[05 Jan 2009|10:31pm] |
Although the new year was a breakthrough, I may have not spent it with all of my friends, I started making my life better on the first.
I'm in the process of painting a new peice, and I love it.
I'm spending my day with my cousin on wednesday and hopefully some shit gets straightened out.
I have had a good break with some awesome memories and some great snow adventures and an amazing man friend. But now that it is over it's time to snap back into reality and face the truth of it all, 3 months of bullshit.
I have a new art teacher, she's very russian and short. So short in fact that when she walks she wobbles in a sort of boxey graceful way side to side. She is top heavy and it makes her wobble more front to back to displace and even out the weight while she walks. Her accent is so heavy that she is hard to understand but I barely focus on her words because her glasses, which are oldschool, completely magnify her eyes while she looks around the room. And she comes to class without a key so we are forced into beginning class, 15 minuts late, in the hallway because we are locked out of the classroom we are assigned to. Rolling out of bed must be todays concept for her because her short hair is messy with alfalfa looking spots sticking up every which way. She's soft spoken and seems crazy.
If anyone has seen 8 crazy nights with adam sandler (the cartoon). He gets sentenced to some guys watch and she reminds me of that older woman he moves in with.
Overall there is no complaints.
Life is how it is, take it and roll with it.
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| fall fall it's time to fall |
[30 Sep 2008|08:41am] |
time flows quick, and life flows quicker.
some people are lost, and those who arn't actually want you in their lives.
i am listening to dialated peoples, and i've been inspired to take photos once again. jeebus it's been forever since i've done something that i loved without being forced or felt guilty to do it. sometimes one puts social aspects ahead of others, and i think that is not something that should happen all the time, once in a while yes, but not all the time. i'll make it work soon.
school and work and sleep and work and school and studying and studying and school.
this is my life, and hang out with friends whenever i get a chance to.
i've been asked to go out, and i hate that i can't. it's not that i can't it is just that... well i do not really know.
time for a change.. in the hair department that is.
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| i want cake. |
[18 May 2008|04:54pm] |
I'm starting to think that the idea of relaxing is work in itself, but so worth it when ready.
can a dryer really take out WRINKLES?! nooo wayyy. maytag is bullshit.
this weekend is folklife, and i'm looking forward to it with every inch of my body. I don't work on Friday, which means I'll be there all day and I'm sad that taylor wants to go with me once she gets home at like 5 cause it is too late in my book, so I think i'll head over right after school, and then nap in the sun untill she gets there.
The Rock is awesome, I completely adore everybody that I work with and the enviornment is just awesome.
Summer is the best, it's all about having no worries and I am so for that.
My garden is going awesome, I am transplanting zucchini today from my greenhouse, thank god I'll be done with that greenhouse cause I'm ready for my stuff to grow!!
I realized my sweet tooth is coming back to me, Mmmm Snickers.
Going out on a boat and tubing is the shit. Yesterday was awesome, besides the fact that I am forever remembered in Kelsey's brothers mind as the girl who said "fuck". well shit.
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| my bio teacher... damn. |
[31 Mar 2008|10:26pm] |
i've been reading about time. einstein says that there are two different aspects of time, which one cannot coexist in because it is impossible. there is the body side of time, and the mehanical side of time. the body side is where one's body and mind are in control of their own time; make love, work, eat, sleep at anytime of the day. and mechanical would be that one cannot eat untill lunch time or dinner time and make love only in the hours of 8 till 10. this makes me wonder what type of "time" do i exist in einsteins thoughts?!
on another weird note, i learned that our bodies react a little bit faster than our brains and our brains are the ones making excuses for why our bodies reacted like so. so in a way, we are somewhat out of control.
besides the fact that i really hate not knowing what to say when leaving a job, i dread Dread DREAD going into work and saying something after only like 2 weeks of working there. but really, it just isn't working.
I need to print these things out again because in my writings in a book at home things don't match up. i start to wonder what i thought about shit and then i realize it's because i was too lazy to write that night and instead i was typing.
and i've decided to fuck listening to my ipod during bus hours, instead i'm going to read a recreational book. and why do guys on the bus think that giving them a smile means that you are really saying "hey wanna chat me up and sit next to me?" cause it doesn't. and one really shouldn't sit across from a girl and lazer eye her because it really just pisses her off and makes her NOT want to look at you at all.
tomorrow i hang out with lafe, and i'm really excited because i miss him so much. why is it that when boys tell you that they like you and you end up not having the feelings be mutural then they just stop hanging out with you?! i'm glad he's got a girlfriend now and we can be good friends again after about.. 6 months. too bad it still won't be the same.
i'm so stressed lately it's really pathetic. today i went to yoga thinking that it would make me feel better, and honestly it was absurd. the teacher could barley speak clear english and i don't recall her ever showing a example of a move and it was stupid. nobody was doing the same thing and i'm sure that we were all confused. but that's no way to relax, waste an hour of my life being pissed off at this yoga instructor?! i think tomorrow i'm gonna do the efx, pool and then fall asleep in the sauna for a while. maybe even read while i complete it all?! destress is what i'm lookin for. how lame is that?!
today i went to the park and listened to kelsey for an hour. it was great, toby came with us and he's such a cutie. too bad kelsey and i were craving bubble tea so we went to blyth afterwards and i put the bubble teas on the top of the car and then shut the door and they fell everywhere! mine broke and her's didn't. i'm glad that it was mine that broke and not hers, i woulda felt bad. But then i dumped out all the awesome little tapioca balls, exept these were called "magic" balls and they looiked like fish eggs on the sidewalk. i hope someone walked by with their dog and thought he was eating fish egggs. :) made my day. we then went to starbucks and i asked this guy to move into THE EXACT same chair just facing a different direction only maybe 2 feet away from his other one so that kelsey and i wouldn't have to talk through him or around him and be all loud and he was all pissed off making me feel guilty about it. i was just tryin' ta help someone out from being annoyed by us later, what the hell?! oh well, it worked out in our favor afterwards.
i want some awesome rings.
HAHAHA my cousin just called me and told me that she took E and the best feeling ever was pooping with this toilet paper with lotion in it and "it was like a fluffly cloud on a my cute little tushy." straight up quote status right there.
i'm out of words. this is dumb.
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| i think tonight, i'm gettin baked off my ass. can you say SSSSSsSsstoned?! |
[22 Mar 2008|12:33pm] |
last night ended up horrible.
today started out good.
now i'm ready for the rest of the day. zoo with jeremy. movies with brycer. aaand, my new job sorta sucks. only 3 hours a day?! bullshit is what i think it is. although the people are dope, the hours kinda suck.
....today will end up awesome.
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| The blind man said to his deaf wife as he took out his hammer and saw. |
[17 Mar 2008|08:11pm] |
I am tryin to go back to Central Market and see that guy who gave me scallops, cause he was a BABE. And pretty damn smooth, if I do say so with those sly moves.
Gonna take out some wine stains tonight, cause that's just what I gotta do.
Girls night, was fun! Although all the girls ended up leaving and we went to the BMX house. Sean ragged on me the whole night and Kelsey and I ended up taking him downstairs from the couch to his bed, where 2 girls were already sleeping in his bed. Haha, Slipped off his shoes and told him good night. Tyler came home with us AFTER face planting into the grass and pulling out pizza slices from his pockets. haha. Great night.
Bham in a couple weekends, which will be nice. I am due to an appointment up there with all of Tay's friends. Show off the motor skills of knowledge and get some people on my good side. hahaha.
I can't stop listening to baby makin music by John Legend. Seriously, it turns me on everytime I hear it. You just gotta love those pimpin' black men.
and YOU you need to make up your mind and stop it.
I think i'm about to have a good week.
happy saint patricks day
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| SUPER NERD, BITCHES!! |
[10 Mar 2008|05:29pm] |
( what super hero are you? SUPER NERD )
Saturday night was super fun. I am expecting $10 for the Wutang glass pendant I have created today. Although one will be a present too.
Tyler is sleeping behind me in his tent in our family room. So great.
I got my swimsuit today, and I love it. Although I need a smaller size, so I have to send it back and wait again.
Tomorrow I am getting soil for my garden, I have to spread it about and do all that greatness, plan for it to be soon created. I am stoked, fresh carrots, lettuce, snap peas, green beans, blueberries, raspberries... fresh salads. Hello veggie friends. Maybe I will try being a veggie this summer?! Ghetto. Wait, that is actually a HUGE no... I could never pass up babeques.
Kelsey has asked me to move out with her.. I am thinking about it but at the same time I am also thinking I want to sleep in my house forever, and forever have it be free. haha. Plus then I would have to come home to do my glass stuff. Although, it would be awesome.
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| Goin to drews tomorrow!!! |
[04 Mar 2008|11:16pm] |
talked to Z today.
i miss him and can't wait to see him on HALLOWEEN!! layin on the beach, kickin it with Z and Bri. doin jack shit. I think it will be my first halloween not trick or treating in like... years. It's time to look for the perfect costume, hello Broadway RedLight.
today was interesting.
and i'm glad that it is over.
time to focus on glass.
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| Everyone looks at things different.. Everyone has a different opinon |
[02 Mar 2008|07:55pm] |
i want it to be summer again.
( i REALLY want it to be summer. )
sooo i'm almost done with the quarter. you know what that means... SPRRRING BREAK! and next weekend is the super hero party, i think i may be bionic bunny?! Whoo knows.
i think we are both confused. but i think that i have my head on straight for preparing myself to be hurt, and a stupid little girl. although when i think about it, i'm already a stupid little girl.
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| i'm so in love with gyros... it's rediculous |
[29 Feb 2008|05:21pm] |
the pony keg race... does it mean run up and down a hill with a pony keg?!
the snow bunny... does it mean to wear/dress like a bunny?!
haha what the hell, the duo has the worst ideas ever.
i must be the only level headed one...
i ran into anna on the bus today going to my job, and it was so nice to see her. although she thinks she doesn't look grown up because of her braces, i still think she looks good. it's weird not seeing people forever and then finally seeing them. oh who else will i run into in the depths of seattle?
i feel much better, thank you :)
i just bought my swimsuit online!! super stoked to get it now on monday or tuesday... woot woot. i can't wait to swim all the time, and hike around and be able to wear shorts, skirts, my bathing suit and tanktops and hats and no shoes and... god i love summer.
fishing. water wading. tubing. relaxing. beach boys. cruisin. road trips. summer lovin. girlfriends. gyros. drive in movies. kirkland. the ocean. ferry rides. jellyfish. aquarium. seattle. hempfest. FOLKLIFE. selling glass goods.
all things i look forward to...!!!!
one of my many glass pendants (it's a peace sign... for all you tards)
:)
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| we stopped one thing, and then we did it again. why can't we be nasty status?! oh baby. |
[23 Feb 2008|10:57pm] |
can't i just stop being sick so i can feel better and get back out there?! fuuuck.
this weekend = blast. that is this UPCOMING weekend.
blegh. so ready to not have to worry about writing an essay. school should be out already.
i should be asleep already by now.
& i needa figure out what to wear for the snowbunny deal. don't want to fuck up my gear, cause it's pimpppin'.
blyth tomorrow... why? cause it's sunny. but your sick you may say... well it fucking makes me feel better whores. heheh. bitter sweet is totally allowed right now.
girls, i'm right there with you... party time.
& no more trashed trashed cause that just gets me in trouble... "this is the end."
i'mma start lookin' good. & that is a promise.
my bro rolls out soon. missin' that mofo.
i still gotta turn off my dryer but that probably will slip my mind soon. being sleep deprived sucks, and i'm nappie mcgee!
i can't figure out who to give my earrings to who will pimp them like everyday. so i think i'm just gonna rock it. just like i rock all my stuff. glass girl.
okay i'll admit it, i miss it. but that's the only time i'll say it. gotta be movin' up.
last night i felt terrible. and it was the best night ever.
now it's time to cuddle with kitten.
ramble ramble timble tamble.
if you think i'm drunk your wrong! hah motha fuckas it's a mind burble, not like i expect you to know what the fuck that is..
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| "you two can come and sleep at our house, there's lots of couches.. and my bed." -sean brumbder |
[19 Feb 2008|04:45pm] |
( as of the late... )
I'm pretty sure that I'm going to miss the dopest parties at this house... It goes from having the 'Miss Nurse Betty' role where I set up everyone's beds and put them into their comfy beds, to having the 'Hey I'mma Drunken Bitch' role where I'm blacked out and mean to cooper and rye. Poor kiddo's.
In the end, such good party scenes.
Brumbder is great, crazy and fuckin' hilarious all in one. Ooh Sean, how Kelsey and I have our nights made every time you are there. "Your shit's mainstream. That's why!" -B "I'm on that mainstream page..." -K "Yeah open your eyes drunkass." -M
Pretty much lovin' bein in Seattle everyday. Meetin' up with loved ones cruisin around, like my cousin today. Girl couldn't find a parkin' spot for the life of her... that is why you TAKE THE BUS!! It's so much better and much funner to walk everywhere.
Next time we are gonna get our Uncle Dawg out there so that he can get some grub with us as well.
I got a job, $15.00/hour for taking photos and logging them into a computer with some information on where they are. DOPE.
Union fee's... blegh. On my time... DOPE. Photos... DOPE.
Now I gotta do some essays... lame-o.
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| all i wanna do is sit on that bed and watch rocky and bullwinkle. |
[13 Feb 2008|07:06pm] |
i am stoked for next quarter. it is gonna be busy but it is gonna be so nice to actually know where i am going after all this school stuff is over! which is soo increadibly far away it seems. but it gets closer every day.
i am so unmotivated lately, it seems like i get home and all i want to do is nap or relax. even when people call me i am just dead. i am probably just sulking in my own dreadful pain over this weekend. oh, well, i am suddenly over it.
but a perk came up today, and now i am going to go out off my ass and get a job. finally i feel like i can do it, since i know that the job that fired me (stupid reasons) will give me a really good reccommendation and say that i quit instead of getting fired. that is why being tight with the boss and hookin' them up with goodies was a lovely idear.
tomorrow i am going shoppin' at pike place. hopefully i can snaggle a computer at school and finish up my online homework, and maybe even get mitchel to shop for an animal tee with me at the giant clothing value village next to my school. although he would probably just pick out the lamest one, like tigger or winnie the pooh.
my car is going to be gone for the weekend. super lame cause i was plannin on headin up to the lovely bham! but i can not because of the fact that my check engine light has been on practically my whole life, and i have to go in for the admissions test in a week.
stupid car.
i hate it when i do not type with capital letters. looks so unprofesh.
good day.
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| i am a real dumbass for what i said |
[12 Feb 2008|09:33pm] |
sometimes i think i am stuck in a pickle.
and then i knotice, i have got all i need.
exept i am not sure what is really going on.
but i guess being in the dark about it fits me.
and all i need to know is...
i gotchu babe.
now i have to hand out my "sorry for being a huuuuge bitch" cookies.
hope they enjoy them.
and find an animal tee, i can not believe that i am going to do it all over again.
only this time, less horny and less bitchy.
blegh.
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| online courses suck! |
[02 Feb 2008|11:01am] |
blegh.
my online class is lame. i don't see how people can take them, by the time i get home from school i'm just not in the mood to read some stupid course book.
i guess it's alright though. but i'd still rather take a class from a teacher who i can actually see and hear. i learn better that way.
life is well. yesterday was so relaxing after my midterm i came home and napped, hung out with the mom and made some glass jewelry and pendants. i can't wait to start up a huge inventory and then go to the markets this summer and sell the stuff. maybe we will even do it online?!
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| ramble scramble pramble damble |
[13 Jan 2008|04:51pm] |
i'm so caught up in school, sometimes i don't know what to do with myself. it is all about reading the 300 pages a week that i am assigned to do. and it is pathetic and yet so worth it in the end to get good grades.
some people say that college is bullshit, school is bullshit. but then i wonder if you think that only because you are not going, or because you want to go and you are not.
the way i see it, it's just about going to school while i am still in that school mode. working and not spending my money on useless crap.
when i really think about that, spending money is such a joke. i mean what is it that is so important that you really need whatever it is you are buying? to be 'hip' and 'in style'? or because everyone else is spending money? or there's nothing else to do BUT spend money?
i made a promise to myself not to spend any money on clothes (which is really the only thing I DO spend money on) for 3 months until i have worked out enough to get new clothes that fit me. so far i have been to the gym 4 days straight, and i have not spent a dime on clothes. although i just ran into the downtown clothes and shoes only value village off Broadway. can you explain how it is not a heaven?! especially to someone like me.
i am pretty sure the only thing i have spent money on this past month is books for school, sushi land 2x, glass classes and gas. pretty impressive if you ask me.
the stuff for the kiln my mother and i just bought came in the mail the other day. i will be making glass plates, tiles, coasters, dishes, vases, and so on pretty soon. i am excited for next weekend, my mom and i are going to a glass class so that she can learn how to make some glass stuff that i know what to do. this will make her and i up to par on knowledge of kiln slumping and fusing and so on.
pretty exciting.
amanda got peter pan in her school musical. i'm going to go watch her fly around stage singing and dancing.
peter pan is my favorite Disney movie. i hope everyone wants to stay young forever. i sure do..
infact the moment spring comes i am going to go out and play GO FISH in the park, and picnic, and squirt gun fight.
i love childhood.
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[02 Jan 2008|07:14pm] |
seeing that this is the only time i've basically posted one of these lameass things, this is going to be super dumb and retarded!
how awesome?!
basically, i can't get to bed and i have to go to school tomorrow.
gotta get used to wakin up at 6am again.
luckily i have a napping partner.
andrew's birthday party was dope.
i hope kyle's eye looks better.
and shay gets to do his tower bullshit soon.
and tyler forgets about the esb's
and sean remembered the next day, drunkass
and it happens again so that kelsey and i can stumble home in a zigzag manner again.
my new years always suck. i really don't count it a holiday in my life
this year: was spent catering a party of a bunch of 70 year olds...
last year: ---? i know it ended up stupid
year before that: grounded.
i have to get up in 2 hours.
work will now be interesting..
a new year brings a new me.
it's time to settle, start my glass plates, and attempt to blow some stuff.
it's time to be creative.
how great it is to be michelle with my new kiln and glass blowing idears.
awesome. fucking AWESOME. really.
my knuckle bruise that jake left on my arm still remains... a week and a half later.
i bruise so easily. i think you could touch me and i would bruise.
oh yeah, i basically busted my knee cap at work on new years.
i'm clumsy awesome.
wow, i think my dilusional ramble has ended.
goodnight all you fuckers who don't have to wake up as early as me.
and screw off anyone who thinks i can't spell, cause i can't.
stay awesome.
and happy new years.
and.. and.. and.. thanks for reading, have a good day.
:o)
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[27 Dec 2007|09:08pm] |
last night in my dream i was flying. it was the first dream i've ever had about flying that i can remember to this day. and it was AWESOME.
it could be because i fell asleep to WU TANG but i'm not sure.. tonight i'll experiment with wu tang again.
soooo good.
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